I dont know whats going on anymore. One minute things are fine the next minute im completely confused. you dont get how it makes me feel when your constantly throwing a new curveball. I need a sense of normalcy I thought you could b like a rock but now i see your more like a feather i dont want to loose myself and i just need to figure out what to do

Im starting somthing new somthing...different. I dont know exactly what yet but things will be good now im done caring about the stupid things and im realizing who truly cares about me. I know in my heart that i need to do this... what ever this is but im starting an new chapter... a better one. I cant keep going on the track im on