They said it wouldnt be easy and they were so right. Things are complicated not as easy as they used to be but i know i need to deal with it because thats the only way. Im focusing on my close friends and family and new boyfriend. I know that they will always have my best intrests at heart. Its ahrd to beleive how fast time is going by and it brings up the reality that in 3 years were gonna be on our own. So much pressure is being put on me right now and alot of it is probably put on by me but so many people expect so much from me that sometimes i feel like im gonna explode